Keeping head up high

No moping around this weekend.  After fighting feelings of depression and loneliness, I decided to take the bull by the horns this day off.  I wasn't going to waste time like I did last weekend, reeling from the news of the death of Whitney Houston.  I just sat around, hugging the bed doing nothing.  I hate that feeling of feeling sad and lonely.  I don't know why I am having such a hard time adjusting to working midnights and not being around my usual stuff.  I knew in my heart of hearts, I had to shake things up in life, kick it up a notch and do things differently.  It can't be business as usual and even though I feel like I am standing on shaky ground, I know that God wouldn't send me into territory that He doesn't equip me for, that He has my back and everything is going to be alright!